He often asks me what it was like when he was still inside me. Was my belly really so big, that I could not even tie grandpa's robe around me? And why am I wearing daddy's baggy football T-shirt on that picture where we were furnishing his little room-to-be? It crosses my mind more and more often: what it was like when I had a bump? I still have grandpa's old robe - a real retro style piece, by the way - and also that T-shirt... and those few highly priced maternity clothes I had bought on one of our weekend tours in Vienna.